Archive for March, 2006

L.O.S.T

Monday, March 27th, 2006

I am lost..

I hav a different life in NZ in this year. Be proactive, Be busy, Be fun…

I join SIFE, AIESEC, International Co-op (internship).. hope can join SIV in the future as well..

But, I still not adapt to every different culture.. I feel like I cant be what I want or what I hope.

Feel frustrated!! Feel stressful!! Feel USELESS!!!

getting tired.. but still ACTing…

my dream … long way to go…

I AM LOST so will I arrive?

interview

Monday, March 20th, 2006

tomorrow i will go to the AIESEC interview. I am nervous and excited now. Hopefully I can be the member of AIESEC. prayyyy for that….

Since I left c.o. of Chong Hwa. I really hope can find the same opportunity and experience same as c.o. However, I didnt nothing after graduation from High school. I feel disappointed with that. Hope this really can be my chance for me to show my potential.

changes!

Thursday, March 16th, 2006

I’ve been NZ for another year again. Remember, last year sometime I am so upset. Friends was the main problem for me. In malaysia, I use to have a gang of good friends. We always hang out together and make noise wherever we are. It is so amazing and happy.

However, when I came to NZ, all my life had changed. Not much life. Most of the time stay at home lonely. The only dearest is Chloe and meet some friend been trough her, like zfang, nichloes, ahseng. Then the conflict came out among us. It really made me feel sick.

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Hence, I like to be lonely. Stay at home all the time, sit infront of the laptop chat with ppl, i lazy to talk with anyone by using my mouth. Finally, afraid to face the ppl. When I remember the moment, it is terrible.

This year all my life was changed. There are a group of friends around me. Everyday like a party day. Although those simply things like cooking a dinner, we also can make it becomes so funny. I love the noise around us. I really appreaciate it.

Thank you 13D + 13E!!! You bring me a lot of fun which I cant expected. Before i really hope can leave NZ soon and change a new environment again. But, because of you guys, NZ become so beautiful for me now.

When I feel boring, i just need to bump into 13D then there have many crazy moment waiting for me to join. They all like your family. A really big family!!! because we have to cook 5 cups of rice everyday… A "rice pot" family!! haha….

Thanks is only thing I can! "thanks"

Annie cant believe I just meet you less than 1 month! BUT i really enjoy the moment with you.. Love you gur!!

YenLing you are so cute.. and always bring fun for us…our dinner cant without you…

vywen the only gur support me "DONT ADD SO MUCH OIL + SALT" haha…

crystal  my lovely housemate… she is so cute and sweet.. but remember to cook more rather than just pak to!!!! coz your food is soooo delicious… CHEESECAKE

Jae Sen remember clean our living room and bathroom haha..^^

Jack + Brandon  Although most of the time donow what you guys are talking about.. but still funny…KIMCHI fried rice ^^

Singo always bring different gur back home o…. hahaha…

yohei when you drunk, you will talk a lot!!!!!

Ferren  really hard to meet her!! busy gur..

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Happy Family!!

音乐的回忆

Sunday, March 12th, 2006

今天意外的dl光良品冠从前的曲。

胡思乱想,使你变了吗?,想见你, 天使。。。 已经忘了有多久没到这些歌曲。

还记得中学时,自己并不太在意他们的歌。 但自从身边的好友都好爱, 渐渐的自己也开始受影响。

以前别人常说“音乐能让人回忆从前”,当时的我只是难以明白。

但,今天真得因为它们,回忆起当年疯狂的日子。

真的好令人怀念。

谢谢好音乐。

Start NZ life

Saturday, March 4th, 2006

Since yesterday, I felt like my New Zealand life was started. It is nice, cool and enjoyable.. I hope this will be a good start. And the following will be better and better… Thank you guys for preparing a happy day for everyone…

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生命的脆弱

Thursday, March 2nd, 2006

朋友的母亲生病了,心脏感染。

现在也许很多人在与病魔奋战,但我却又看到身边许多人在糟蹋自己的身体, 浪费生命。

熬夜,抽烟,汽水如开水,挑食。。。 每天不停的伤害自己。

注重健康,并不是为了长命百岁。

只是不要害人害己,死并不可怕。可怕的是半生不死。

因为家人的担心,害怕,劳累,使我们是还不了的。

所以,为爱你的人, 多爱你的身体一点好吗?

My friend’s mum is sick and have to stay in hospital about 6 weeks.

May be many ppl was sick and fighting with that, however, many ppl around me are hurting their health, wasting their life…

sleep lately, smoking, soft drink, partially for particular kind of food.. destroy their bodies day by day…

get concern to your health, not because want a longer life…

died is not scary, disease or sickness is the problem…

your family have to worry, scared, take care about you. it is worth?

pls love yourself a bit more for the ppl who love you…

What AM I like?

Wednesday, March 1st, 2006

Are you interested what are you like?

try this: http://www.bbc.co.uk/science/humanbody/mind/surveys/whatamilike/index.shtml

My Results

The four aspects that make up this personality type are:

Planner, Ideas, heads, introvert

Summary of Masterminds

  • Visionaries who put energy into achieving their goals
  • Prefer to work independently and dislike inefficiency
  • Think of themselves as logical, thorough, and bright
  • Values practicality and common sense above ideas and theories

More about Masterminds

Masterminds create a vision for the future by gathering and organising information. They then develop strategies to achieve their goals. They have a rare gift for looking at almost anything and seeing how it can be improved. These skills and the Masterminds’ high standards often allow them to reach leadership positions at work.


Mastermind is the least common personality type in the UK, according to a nationwide survey.

Masterminds value independence and prefer to work on their own. Once they have decided on a course of action, Masterminds rarely change their minds, although they can be persuaded by clear reasoning by someone they respect.

In situations where they can’t use their talents or are unappreciated, Masterminds may cut themselves off from a group and criticize people who don’t understand their plans. Under extreme stress, Masterminds may overindulge in sensory experiences like eating, shopping or watching television.

Masterminds often have an unusual sense of humour, which arises from their ability to spot surprising links between seemingly unconnected facts.

Mastermind Careers

Masterminds are drawn to jobs requiring logical analysis or abstract thinking common in science or technical fields.

It’s important to remember that no survey can predict personality type with 100 percent accuracy. Experts say that we should use personality type to better understand ourselves and others, but shouldn’t feel restricted by our results.