害怕

刚接到妈妈的电话,问我是否能提早回去因爸爸的病情又出现问题。。 进院数几次,我真得很担心也很害怕。。 从来没有这种感觉。。 尤其人在异国。。 什么也做不到时。。 再怎么坚强也抵挡不了心中的无助。。 一旦静下来, 眼泪边想掉下来

爸爸一直是我很佩服的一个人。他有其他父亲没有的幽默, 而且总是散发去浓浓的文学气质。他那一套时而保守时而开放,自由中带点严厉的家教,让我很早就能够独立思考。对我和妹妹的学业和前途是多么的注重, 但却从来没有个与任何的压力。

小时候便喜欢坐在一旁听他与他人的交谈。享受着那浓浓的知识,围绕在他身边。。

你的女儿还有很多梦想希望得到你的见证, 我从来都不想让你失望, 而且想让你像我一样因为彼此而感到骄傲。因此,我好胜,想做得很好,想有不一样的人生, 以报答您给我的一切。

我从来没有告诉你我有多爱您, 因为我也不知道,但这一年里,我看了很多,学了很多,更加明白家人对我的重要。我真的希望这次你的病只是让我长大,让我明白更多,而不是对我的惩罚。

请平安。

5 Responses to “害怕”

  1. Jian Wei Says:

    真的另人很擔心,希望uncle他平安無事.千萬別嚇我阿.後天回去我會試著找你媽看看有什麼可以幫忙,表達一份心意也好.

    最近學了一個心靈理論-心室效應

    當我們一起為一件事祈禱,真的可以如願以償的

    願越大,力量就越大.希望朋友們都可以為你們的朋友祈禱,祈求uncle他平安無事.

    有願的人留

  2. Weng Mei Says:

    *HuGs* Everything will be fine. He will be proud of you as well,gal….
    Go back, give your family a BIG Kiss and HuG. It’s never late to say “I love U”.

  3. Weng Mei Says:

    Add Oil!! You will go back soon!! Add Oil!!

  4. Wong Says:

    I know you are very worry about your father. I hope you can just take care of yourself and don’t think too much. Believe me, everything will be fine. And you can see your family very soon.
    I always beside you. When you want to find someone to talk to, I am just ready to hear you. So, god bless your whole family.
    Good luck for your exams as well.
    Be brave!!!

  5. Onefan Says:

    thanks everyone… *sob*

    I will be strong and think positively… I wish all things is just I think too much… My mum also didnt tell me much may be afraid me worry about that… But, it makes me more worry…

    I promise all of you who care about me so much I will try to be as good as I can..and cry at the correct moment^^… thanks for your wish.. and hope the wish come true…

    I will try my best to study hard and go back with a good result..

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